Who knew id by engulfed by this sadness
Surrounding me with the thoughts of suicide
Each wave taking a piece of me I once knew
Taking me deeper into this darkness
I don’t want to be here
How’d I end up like this?
I never thought I’d be the girl who cuts herself
Or starves to be the “ideal” body image
I use to be happy and playful
What happened to that version of me?
Did she die trying to fight against this stranger taking over me?
Or did she leave like everyone else?
She left me here to fight against this war on my own
Oh do I miss her dearly
I used to be known as the energetic happy little girl
Now I’m just that EMO FREAK